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wow.. i haven't wrote in here forever! nothing much has happened since then though. uhm, i'm at stef's house (jackie's sister) i went to TI last weekend and had the best time ever! i love and miss all of my TI-ers esp. my giraffes! <3 thursday i went to the lock-in, it was okay. yeah.. i have nothing to say right now so i'm gunna stop talking. goodnight.
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omgosh! i just got this updated.. the one and only lovely kayleigh did it, she's great! she didn't get sick of me once during all my questions! jeeze! isn't this beautiful? i'm in love with it!!
anywho.. i am gunna continue writing in this because i don't care what people say or think about me.. i am me and that's all i can and will be! :) if you don't like my entries, don't read them.. it's just that easy.
alright well i have tons of homework and things to do before i hit the hay so i will write in this tomorrow after i get home from babysitting kaila and timmy.
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okay so yeah, i'm not going to write in this anymore because "certain people" think that all i do is put people down in this.. so i'm gunna be the "bigger person" and just not write in here......
people really need to ACT THEIR FUCKEN AGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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hmm .. welp since i haven't wrote in here since the 13th i'll update you all with whats been going on in the life of chelsey. i can't remember all thats happened but i'll start with last sunday :-P
sunday. i had my confirmation retreat, i am finally done with that .. all i have to do is show up to the confirmation and it's over. im excited.
monday. i went to school, had teen council after school.. then i had a meeting with annie, and both jennas about yoga at the center. then i came home and hung out with Jeremy .. then i went to babysit katrina and zak at 745pm and thats about it.
tuesday. i stayed home from school because i had a wicked bad headache .. i had lots of homework to do and i'm still catching up with it. i didnt get to see Jeremy because my mom has some thing about not being able to do anything when i stay home from school .. so tuesday was boring
wednesday. i went to school and didnt have to babysit kaila and timmy so i went to the center and hung out, i came home at 6pm and hung out with Jeremy til i had to babysit katrina and zak at 745pm.. thats all i did that day.
thursday. i went to school and went to the center, i had two meetings .. one for selkirk shores and one for the halloween maze thing.. we arent having it because the guy who was gunna help us with it, his son died and he has to go out of town and we wont have enough time to set everything up for this halloween so we are going to continue our meetings and have it for next year. james brought me home at 8pm and i got home and hung out .. talked to jeremy .. got all the stuff together for the next day and i went to bed really late.
friday. i slept in and my mom brought me to school at like 915ish. i had a boring day in school and then i went to babysit kaila and timmy and came home at 5ish. jeremy came over and we hung out and then he spent the night. i really love him, he's so wonderful and i'm super happy that our relationship is going so well. :)
saturday. i woke up and brought jeremy home to change for work then brought him to work and while he was working, me and my mommy went and got me a new cellphone for the birthday then we ran some errands and ran into corey and his dad so we chatted for a bit, i got to give him a letter that i wrote to him. then at 430ish we went and picked up amanda and went to a garage sale with her and my mom then went and picked jeremy up from work. we all got dropped off at his house and he showered and got ready then we walked to my house. we all hung out til about 1145ish when kevin *amandas boyfriend* came over and then we just hung out and watched tv. kevin left at about 230am and then we went to bed.
sunday. today i didnt do much, i hung out with jeremy til about 330 when he went home and after that i did nothing but lay around and watch tv all by myself because amanda left at 9am to go to work. now its 8pm and im gunna go talk to jeremy then watch cadet kelly with my little sister.
so i will try to write in here more often. my birthday is in 5 days and boy i am excited about being 17! i think i'm getting a guitar from chuck which will be kool and when we move we're gunna have a band room with drums and stuff .. so im happy about that.
welp im gunna get going now kiddos. leave me comments because you all know you want to :)
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[ still love him/her? ]: eh .. yes [ consider love a mistake? ]: a beautiful one [ like the taste of alcohol? ]: some [ believe in god? ]: i dunno [ pray? ]: sometimes.. lol im queer [ go to church? ]: sometimes [ have any secrets? ]: plenty [ have any pets? ]: yes, i have a hamster who is all mine, her name is Bella .. my sister has a bird named jazmine and my family has a cat named sassie [ talk to strangers who instant message you? ]: most of the time [ wear hats? ]: in the winter [ have any piercings? ]: yes [ have any tattoos? ]: soon [ hate yourself? ]: usually [ have an obsession/fetish? ]: yes sir/ma'am [ have a secret crush? ]: nope [ collect anything? ]: memories [ have a best friend? ]: i have 3 .. but lina is my bestest [ like your handwriting? ]: sometimes [ have any bad habits? ]: biting my nails [ care about looks? ]: not really [ boy/girlfriend's looks? ]: no [ friends and other people? ]: i don’t care what they look like [ believe in witches? ]: kinda [ believe in satan? ]: no [ believe in ghosts? ]: yes
Current... [ dress ]: jeans and a tshirt. [ mood ]: tired and kinda grouchy [ make-up ]: eyeliner eyeshadow and mascara [ music ]: i like - katy rose [ taste ]: spit [ hair ]: all up [ annoyance ]: my hair [ smell ]: air [ thought ]: jeremy [ fingernail color ]: normal [ refreshment ]: spit [ worry ]: lets not go there either [ crush ]: jeremy
Last person... [ you touched ]: my cat [ you talked to ]: in person - mikey, Phone- my mom, IM- jeremy [ you hugged ]: jeremy [ you Instant messaged ]: jeremy [ who broke your heart ]: derrick [ kissed ]: cory .. about 3 weeks ago
Favorite... favorite animal: dolphin favorite color: black and pink. sometimes purple
favorite friends: lina, jackie, kara, mikey, jessi favorite friend online: bill crate favorite friend in class: ciara .. homeroom favorite song of the moment: i like - katy rose favorite feeling: being in love. favorite shoes: my converse favorite fragrance: good luck bear favorite teacher: 4th grade .. mrs. lynch favorite class: lunch favorite food: mac and cheese all the way .. only when i make it though .. jessi makes it good too though favorite season: fall which is more important, personality or looks?: personality do you move fast/slow in a relationship?: depends what is your idea of the perfect guy/girl?: i dont know would you ever ask someone out?: yeah do you prefer blondes or brunettes: both what is the first thing you notice about someone?: eyes what do you want to be when you grow up?: a baby nurse do you sleep with stuffed animals?: yes do you want children?: some day do you like someone right now?: i love someone right now. do they know?: yeah do you have a best friend?: yeah
WITHIN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.. had a serious talk?: yes hugged someone?: yes gotten along well with your parents?: yes fought with a friend?: nope
DO YOU LIKE TO.. give hugs?: i love hugs dance in the rain?: yes!!!! you ever have that falling dream?: all the effin time! what is on the walls of your room?: posters when you chew gum, what kind?: orbit do you use chapstick?: yes from bath and body works
IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE/DID YOU.. drink?: yes have sex?: ugh .. unfortunatly make out?: again .. unfortunatly go on a date?: not really go to the movies?: yes with jessi! go to the mall?: yes eat an entire box of Oreos?: not this month eat sushi?: never been on stage?: not this month been dumped?: not this month have someone be unfaithful to you?: not sure watched the smurfs?: no hiked a mountain?: oh yeah every day. Uh no made homemade cookies?: no. been in love?: yes...everyday.
are you popular?: i have friends but im a loser are you pretty?: sometimes i can be do you have your own phone line?: i have a cell phone what are you doing right now?: typing what song are you listening to?: none do you have a bf/gf?: boyfriend yes if so, what's his/her name?: jeremy if not, do you have a crush?: -- if so, what's his/her name?: -- how long have you liked your bf/gf/crush?: for a while what about them do you like?: oh god.. that would take forever what song was written about the two of you?: i dont know how long have you known them?: about a year when is their birthday?: april 18 1985 what physical feature attracted you to them first?: i dont know personality feature: hes just awesome what IS he/she: amazing what ISN'T he/she: boring if you could kiss one famous musician who would it be and why?: katy rose because she sings good and is hott!! if you could kiss one famous actor who would it be and why?: soo many first kiss: kris bradt most recent kiss: cory .. blah who is one person you've liked but never said a thing?: sara.. shes got an awesome personality. who is the last person you slow danced with?: i dont remember oh wait me and mera danced when i was down there 2 weeks ago! lol! are you going to get married?: someday. although you cant tell who you'll marry, is there anyone you'd wish it would be?: ashton kutcher did you talk to your crush/bf/gf today?: yes if so, for how long?: about an hour are you going to have children?: maybe do you want to go to college?: yes which college: cortland. the best things to come out of canada are: mine and jackie's canadian boys, eh! one thing i really love is: my boyfriend and friends! if i could be anywhere right now, i would be: with jeremy i'm longing for: a new pair of socks? if you gave me a thousand dollars, i would: have no idea what to do with it. i love you because: i love who? the member of the opposite sex that knows me best is: cory .. blah the member of the opposite sex that i would like to get to know better is: hmm.. i dont know i'd risk my life for: lina, jeremy, kara and jackie i would love to go on tour with: katy rose and ashlee simpson i wish i could spend one more minute everyday: sleeping something that pisses me off is: ignorant people i wish i could: turn back time if it's wrong to love you: i dont wanna be right.
HAVE YOU EVER.. kissed your cousin: on the cheek yea. ran away: yes pictured your crush naked: no .. lol broken someone's heart: i dont know been in love: yes wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yes broken a bone: nope lied: hasnt everyone? cried in school: yep.
WHICH IS BETTER.. girls or guys: i dont prefer one over the other flowers or candy: flowers. scruff or clean shaved: shaved. quiet or loud: both bitchy or slutty: bitches tall or short: taller than me pants or shorts: pants.
HAVE YOU.. kissed the same sex?: yup fallen for your best friend?: kinda. made out with JUST a friend?: yea been rejected: yea been in love?: yup been in lust?: yea used someone?: no been used: probably cheated on someone?: once .. ugh been cheated on?: probably been kissed?: yeah done something you regret?: yup
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON... you touched?: my cat you talked to?: mommy you hugged?: jeremy you instant messaged?: jeremy you kissed?: cory .. blah you had sex with?: cory .. blah! who broke your heart?: derrick
-sex or love: love. -favorite coffee: french vanilla -favorite smell: kirra -favorite way to waste time: sleeping. -what is your best quality: i dont have any of those. -are in currently in love/have a crush: yes -do you find it hard to trust people: yes .. very much so -last thing you bought yourself: a mountain dew -bath or shower: shower.
Your most overused phrase: saweet Your thoughts first waking up: another day to be .. a dork Your best physical feature: my eyes. Your bedtime: whenever I feel like it. Your most missed memory: when boys didn’t matter and the color of your clothes didn’t need to match. When it was ok to just run around and get dirty, and when you could care less what your future held for you, and everything was like a dream. Before you understood emotional pain and your only big loss was your best friend breaking your favorite toy ..
Age you hope to be married: when I'm in love. Numbers and Names of Children: jadyn and jordyn Describe your dream wedding: on a beach .. and when we kiss and go down the isle have everyone let go of a butterfly How do you want to die: in my sleep Where you want to go to college: cortland What do you want to be when you grow up: baby nurse What country would you most like to visit: italy
In a guy -- Best eye color? green Best hair color? dark Height: taller then me Best articles of clothing: i dont know Best first date location: i dont know
Your most missed memory: it isnt going to back it come back so it dosnt matter .. being too young to know what this pain feels like...
What is love? A single emotion that can make or break the world.
Are you a very happy person? i get happy. but i'm not a happy person
Do you ever feel utter and complete joy? sometimes .. when i'm with my boyfriend! :)
If I were a month I would be: october If I were a day of the week I would be: friday If I were a time of day I would be: night If I were a planet I would be: mars. If I were a sea animal I would be: dolphin If I were a direction I would be: south If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a couch If I were a historical figure I would be: i have no idea. If I were a liquid I would be: vodka If I were a stone, I would be: something ugly. If I were a tree, I would be: a palm tree If I were a bird, I would be: a woodpecker. If I were a tool, I would be: a hammer. If I were a flower/plant, I would be: a rose – beautiful, and protected by thorns If I were a kind of weather, I would be: rain If I were a mythical creature, I would be: a fairy If I were a musical instrument, I would be: a geetar. If I were an animal, I would be: a polar bear. If I were a color, I would be: pink. If I were an emotion, I would be: hyper If I were a vegetable, I would be: corn. If I were a sound, I would be: the sweetest song If I were an element, I would be: water If I were a car, I would be: a cool one. If I were a song, I would be: i like - katy rose If I were a movie, I would be directed by: i dont know If I were a book, I would be written by: stephen king. If I were a food, I would be: macaroni and cheese please. If I were a place, I would be: italy If I were a material, I would be: silk If I were a taste, I would be: chocolate If I were a scent, I would be: good luck bear or love spell If I were a religion, I would be: catholic If I were a word, I would be: pain If I were an object, I would be: a pillow If I were a body part I would be: eyes If I were a facial expression I would be: confused If I were a subject in school I would be: lunch! If I were a cartoon character I would be: spongebob If I were a shape I would be: a broken heart. If I were a number I would be: 3
Do You Have... :Any sisters: 1 real and 1 step sister :Any brothers: a step brother :Any pets: a hamster who is all mine :A disease: debeties
First true love: cory or alex .. gah!
would you turn you back on your friends for personal gain: what personal gain could you get by hurting your friends?
---> Your best memory: sigh .. its not going to bring it back so it doesnt matter
---> Want to get married: im sure in the back of everyones head theres that perfect life with the perfect wedding with the perfect mate.. however… nothings perfect.. and ive learned nothing lasts forever.. so until I can be proved wrong about that. Im not too sure about getting excited about something that will just upset me and cause me trouble in the long run…
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hm welp .. today was good .. it was my first day in the 11th grade .. scary huh? anyways .. when i got home i got my rollerblades out and rollerbladed to the library, i got all the shit done i had to do for my confirmation so that means i can go to lina's birthday party! saweet! 8-) my boy showed up at the library after i got done with the confirmation shit .. and we hung out at the library for about 4 hours lol .. we went to get ice cream .. i got my favorite .. chocolate ice cream flurry with m&m's and chocolate sprinkles .. lol! im so queer! tom picked me up at about 730 from the library and i went home, got my shit ready and now i am here babysitting .. its 1040 .. and im about to go to bed .. so i will write more in this tomorrow
i love you jeremy! :-* you're the best! :o)
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i just got a new pic for this .. just making sure it works .. lol im queer! :)
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[Current Clothes] jean capris and my boogie down shirt [ Current Mood ] blah [ Current Music ] not a thing [ Current Taste ] nothing but im hungry [ Current Make-up ] just mascara [ Current Hair ] up in a ponytail [ Current Annoyance ] cory reynolds [ Current Smell ] my smell [ Current Desktop Picture ] clouds [ Current Book you're reading ] nothing [ Current CD in CD Player] im not sure [ Current DVD in player] porn lol [ Current Color Of Toenails ] pink [ Current Refreshment ] water [ Current Worry ] if my dads coming [ You Touched ] huh? [ You Talked to ] Jessi [ You Hugged ] Mera [ You Instant messaged ] Jessi [ You Yelled At ] Cory [You Kissed ] hahaha ... O:)
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[ Food ] mac and cheese [ Drink ] mountain dew [ Color ] black and pink [ Album ] too many [ Shoes ] my pink and black adidas [ Candy ] skittles [ Animal ] my hamster [ TV Show ] 7th heaven [ Movie ] white oleander [ Song ] too many [ Vegetable ] cucumbers [ Fruit ] strawberries [ Cartoon Character ] spongebob
-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . . [ Pictured your crush naked? ] sure have [ Actually seen ur crush naked ] nope [ Been in love ] yes [ Cried when someone died ] yes [ Lied ] of course lol
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R- [ Coke or pepsi ] pepsi [ Flowers or candy] candy [ Tall or short ] tall
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X- [what do u notice first?] eyes and their shoes [last person u slow danced with] hmm .. i dont remember
-W H O- [makes u laugh the most?] Bill [makes you smile?] Jessi [gives u a funny feeling when u see them] Cory [who do you have a crush on?] nobody right now [has a crush on u?] Jeremy [is easiest to talk to] Jessi
-D O. Y O U .E V E R- [sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] used to [save aol/aim conversations] good ones [wish u were a member of the opposite sex] when it's the time of the month yeah [cried because of someone saying something to you] yes
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R- [fallen for your best friend] yes [been rejected] yes [rejected someone] yes [used someone] not that I know of..lol [cheated on somebody] once in 8th grade [done something you regret] many
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N- [you talked to on the phone] my dad
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U [smoke cigarettes] yes [could u live without the computer?] nope [color ur hair] not anymore [ever get off the damn computer] not really [habla espanol] si [drink alchohol?] hahahahahaha.....duh. [like watching sunrises or sunset] never payed attention to either [what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] emotional
-N U M B E R- of times I have had my heart broken? like 23489034509 of hearts I have broken?: i dont know? of guys I have kissed?: i'll have my secretary get back to you on that one of continents I have lived in?: 1 of scars on my body?: quite a few of things in my past that I regret?: many
:: I AM : bored :: I WANT : mcdonalds and jessi's body :: I HAVE : ..to get a life? haha :: I WISH : i was happy :: I HATE : big noses and chinese people :: I MISS : my mom :: I FEAR : being alone :: I HEAR : jessi typing :: I SEARCH : for my underwear? :: I WONDER : about everything :: I REGRET : ever liking cory :: I LOVE : my real ones<3 :: I ACHE : my foot .. its asleep :: I ALWAYS : laugh :: I AM NOT : quiet :: I DANCE : when im hyper :: I SING : when theres nobody around :: I CRY : when im let down or sad :: I AM NOT ALWAYS : pissy :: I WRITE : in my journal :: I WIN : nothing? :: I LOSE : everything? :: I CONFUSE : myself :: I NEED : lots of stuff
x. -father thinks I am: not mad at him x. -mother thinks I am: her little angel x. -my boyfriend thinks I am: dont have one x. -three things you are often complimented for: my eyes, my attitude and my beautiful neice :) x. -you get embarrassed when: im embarrassed x. -makes you happy: my friends x. -upsets you: stupid people
yeS Or nO x. -you keep a diary: yes x. -you like to cook: sometimes x. -you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes .. im really a man x. -you believe in love: yes
`the hottest male you know: weston czerkies `The weirdest person you know: dan `the Loudest Person you Know: jackie `the Sexiest Person you Know: jessi `Your best friends: Lina, Kara and Jessi `the Person that Knows the Most about you: Lina `Most Boring Teacher: Mr. Crabtree frmom 4th grade
what is _Your most overused phrase on IM: yup _The last image/thought you go to sleep with: i dont know _Your best feature: my eyes _Inside joke: i dunno, there are lots of em
take a shower everyday: yes have a(any) crush(es): not really want to get married: yes get motion sickness: sometimes
\\ think you're a health freak: yeahhhh riiiiight // get along with your parents: most of the time \\ like thunderstorms: yep
WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK Of - Ryan: thurston - Rob: brockowitz - Drew: carey? - Stephanie: ? - Heather: ? - Aaron: carter lol - Amy: ? - Will: Farrell - Paul: ? - Eve: Adam - John: ? - Laura: my laura pie! - Alex: patchett - Dave: haha last night - Ricky: ?
~ SIGN: libra ~ NATURAL HAIR COLOR: blonde ~ CURRENT HAIR COLOR: strawberry blonde ~ EYE COLOR: blue ~ BIRTHPLACE: Oneonta, NY
famiiLy [] PARENTS: mom [] SIBLINGS: 2 real 2 step []LIVE WITH: mom, sister and chuck [] FAVORITE RELATIVE: taylor anne
favOriiteZ [] NUMBER: 3 [] COLOR: pink and black [] DAY: friday [] SEASON: fall [] SPORT: hockey [] DRINK: mountain dew
preferenCeZ< * CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? cuddle * CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot chocolate from dunkin donuts * MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk * VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate
Would You Ever.. 1. Eat a bug? did when i was little 2. Bungee jump? yes 3. Hang glide? yeah 4. Kill someone? yup! 5. Have sex with someone you don't love? haha yeah 6. Kiss someone of the same sex? yes 7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? maybe 8. Parachute from a plane? yeah 9. Walk on hot coals? i dunno 10. Go out with someone for their looks? maybe 11. For their reputation? maybe 12. Be a vegetarian? nope i <3 chicken 13. Wear plaid with stripes? haha maybe 14. IM a stranger: yeah 15. Sing karaoke?: yeah 16. Get drunk off your ass? haha yeah 17. Shoplift? yeah 18. Run a red light? if i was late 19. Star in a porn video? nope 20. Dye your hair blue? idk 21. Be on Survivor? no 22. Wear makeup in public? everyday 23. NOT wear makeup in public? no 24. Cheat on a test? yeah 25. Make someone cry? maybe 26. Call your math teacher a motherfucker? sure 27. Kick a baby? never!! 28. Date someone more than ten years older than you? hahah no 29. Cuss out a priest? no 30. Take a job as a janitor? no 31. Wear a tho-tho-tho-tho-thong? yeah 32. Stay up all through the night? yup
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okay so .. i have this "friend" named Jackie .. she's pretty cool but she pisses the hell out of me and sometimes i wish i hadn't ever met her .. her life is all about guys and just incase she doesnt like enough she has to like a guy i have liked for over 3 years.
alright here's the story .. about a month ago i was over to her house and she signed on my screen name without permission i might add and IMed this kid that i have liked for a wicked long time .. i was shocked that she would do something like that but thats not even all of it .. she was sending him pictures and all that shit and gave him her screen name .. meanwhile im sitting there almost in tears .. i didnt say anything to her until about a week afterwards and me and her got in a huge fight then she said sorry and said she wouldnt talk to him ever again .. then today i get online and looked at his info and of fucken course shes in there .. its not that im jealous it's just she PROMISED me she wouldnt talk to him and when i said something to him about it, i was called a liar and said i get mad over the smallest things .. first off, SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND .. i would never talk to him the way shes talking to this guy i like because i know it would crush her and im not that type of person what so ever! second .. its not that im mad about them talking its the simple fact that she promised me she wouldnt talk to him because "she knew how i felt" yeah fuck that ..
i guess im done .. and im done with jackie .. shes nothing but a stupid bitch and when guys actually like her she is unbelievably mean to them .. so they dont like her anymore then she bitches and moans that they dont like her .. shes so fucking confusing and is something i dont want to be a part of.
i am done with people like that .. for good.
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First job: babysitting :) First screen name: cdh1o187 First funeral: jon adams First pet: my 2 doggies zack and charlie First piercing/tattoo: my ears when i was 4 First credit card: um .. not yet First real kiss: 7th grade First love: alex patchett First enemy: too many ;) First favorite musician: haha ozzy osbourne
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Last car ride: with jess and josh Last kiss: saturday Last library book checked out: uh...I don't know? Last movie watched: i dont remember Last beverage drank: coke Last food consumed: peice of sausage and peperoni pizza
1.What's the worst movie you've ever seen? a lot 2.What's the worst song you've ever heard? theres quite a few 3.If you could kill any celebrity, who would it be? hmm.. im not sure 4.who's the worst band in the world? I don't know 5.Who is your arch enemy? whats an arch enemy? 6.What is your least favorite food? spinach 7.what happened on the worst day of your life? ugh, it was the worst day of my life 8.What's the worst job you've ever had? Cleaning 9.who's your least favorite relative? my whole family, on my dads side, there all ass holes 10.worst sex you ever had? uhh last Saturday, oh man, so bad 11.what's the worst way to die? dying a slow painful death, with half your brain oozing out 12.what do you think hell would be like? like one big sunbathing party! 13.if you could murder somebody and get away with it, who would it be? mister banana schnozz 14.how would you commit this murder? stabbage with an icicle. fingerprints melt away 15.worst book you've ever read? i've never read a bad book 16.worst tv show ever? hmm .. the teletubies 17.what's the meanest thing you've ever done? me mean, haha 18.what's the most brutal way you've ever snubbed an ex? LMAO 19.what do you hate most about your personality? nothing! 20.what do you hate most about your physical appearance? every last thing!
Last time showered: yesterday morning Last CD played: a mixed one Last website visited: www.hotornot.com with Jessi Last person you talked to: Jessi Last time you said "I love you" and meant it: hmm i always say i love you to Jessi :)
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Single or Taken: single and loving it! :) Birthday: october 1st, mark it in your calender fuckers! Sign: libra Siblings: 1 sister, 1 step sister, 1 step brother and a cat Hair color: blonde dizzle yo Eye color: beautiful blue Height: 5'7
Right now what are you..:
Wearing: haha my finding nemo shirt and some lounge capris Listening to: nothing thinking about: taking a shower Wishing for: tonight to come .. skating with jessi this should be interesting ;) What else are you wishing for: banana schnozz to die!
M O R E A B O U T M E.
1. What is your favorite Girl Scout cookie? i think they are called thin mints 2) Do you prefer small town life or big city life? I love big city! 3) The Cure's "Boys don't cry" or "Just like Heaven"? Just like Heaven. 4) Violent femmes or Sex Pistols? Sex Pistols fucker 5) Reese’s Peanut Butter Cups or Pieces? Peices, peanut butter cups .. get lost in a reese's 6) Morning sex or drunk sex? I prefer drunk sex, it's much better 7) Jenna Jamison or Belladonna? Jenna Jamison 8) Britney or Christina? they are both gorgeous! 9) Where were you born? a.o. foz memorial in oneonta new york 10) Pirates or zombies? zombies 11) Hardcore or emo? emo 12) Dodge ball or red light greenlight? dodgeball 13) Did you get spanked when you were a kid? haha .. now i do ;) 14) Do you get spanked now (sexually)? yessem 15) Do you like it? damn straight! 16) Where do you hope to be in 5 years? living with my mommy :) 17) Do you believe in love? unfortunatly 18) Do you believe in witchcraft? yup 19) Explain a holiday memory: the holiday where I get lots of presents, like thanksgiving! 20) If you could be a virgin again would you? yes so i could save it for someone really special 21) Would you ever consider being open sexual to someone of the same sex? sure would? 22)Type some of the lyrics of one of your favorite songs: i'm a bitch 23) Do you sleep with a teddy bear or a blankie? i sure do .. i sleep with the big goodluck carebear lina got me for christmas .. i miss him (havent been home in about 9 days) 24) Do you believe long distance relationships would work? nopers .. tried it 25) Have you ever dated some one off of my space/ friendster? nooo? 26) How many people? lol 552 27) What's more important: money, friendship, power or love? MONEY! Screw friendship, I will buy my own frends...j/k 28) Would you sleep with someone on the first date? lol sure why the hell not? 29) How do you like your grilled cheese sandwiches? oh dont even get me started on cheese .. i love it! 30) What do you listen to when your heart is broken? a perfect sonnet - bright eyes 31) Do you believe trust is earned, or do you think everyone gets a shot? Everyone has a shot, I am a trusting person, until you break the trust, then you have to earn it back, and that is hard to do with me 32) What do you mix your vodka with? mountain dew baby! 33) What was your favorite Saturday morning cartoon? pepper ann 34) Did you ever watch kids incorporated? Wtf is that 35) What is your favorite John Hughes film? Who? 36) What did you think of House of 1000 corpses by Rob Zombie? never seen it 37) What do you do for work? i babysit an 8 year old girl and an 11 month old baby boy! 38) What is your dream job? neo-natal nurse 39) Who is your favorite Peanuts Gang Character? that little bird 40) Broken hearts or a broken aim? idk 41) Clubs or bars? Clubs 42) Whats the best show you've ever been to? um i pretend i'm on jerry springer lol 43) Do you have a crush? sure do 44) Who were you in high school? uhh, myself? 45) Do you believe in astrology? yeah 46) Do you believe in angels? sure do 47) Do you believe in ghosts? possibly 49) Don't lie: do you like bon Jovi's album- nope 50) What is your biggest "issue" right now? people with big noses!
S O C I A L L I F E:
01. Best Friends: oh sheesh .. kara, lina, jackie and jessi 02. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no one 03. Current Crush: can't tell! 04. Hobbies: a lot 05. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: 2000 plymoth neon and it's purple bitches! 06. Redeeming qualities: huh 08. Are You Timely Or Always Late: haha i was born late 09. Do You Have A Job: yep 10. Do You Like Being Around People: yes.. but im shy at first
S T U F F:
11. have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: yup .. ryan thurston .. 6th grade! 12. Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: who hasnt? 13. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: not really 14. Do you want someone you don't have right now: yes 15. Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: yep .. still do 16. Are You Lonely Right Now: oh somedays i am 17. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: yup! 18. Do You Want To Get Married: yeah 19. Do you want kids: yup .. sure do, twins named Kayleigh and Kaleena or Jadyn and Jordyn
F A V O R I T E:
20. Room In house: the computer room 21. Type of music: hmm .. i dont know 22. Song: autobiography - ashlee simpson 23. Memory: meeting my jessi and mera! 24. Day Of The Week: friday! 26. Perfume or cologne: goodluck bear 28. Month: October .. my birthday and halloween 29. Season: fall 30. Place to be kissed: under the stars 31. Location for dates: umm .. i dont care?
I N T H E L A S T 48 HOURS, H A V E Y O U:
32. Cried: nope 33. Bought Something: nope 34. Gotten Sick: i keep sneezing.. does that count? 35. Sang: sure have 36. Said I Love You: yup 37. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, but didn't: nope 38. Met Someone New: yeah josh 39. Moved On: yup! 40. Talked To Someone: Uhhh, no, I isolated myself for 2 days 41. Had A Serious Talk: not really .. telling cory i hate him! :) 42. Missed Someone: yep .. my mom and sister 43. Hugged Someone: yeah .. i always hug my mera bug! 44. Kissed Someone: mera bug! 45. Fought With Your Parents: nope .. havent seen my mom in 7 days! 46. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yeah i dream about josh hartnett 47. Had a lot of sleep: sure have!
G E T T I N G P E R S O N A L:
48. What do you want to be when you grow up? A nurse 49. What was the worst day(s) of your life? ohh so many 50. What has been the best day of your life? Again so many .. this whole past week has been amazing! 51. What comes first in your life? myself 52. Do you have a boyfriend, girlfriend? nope 53. What are you most scared of? bees there a scary mofo 54. Who is your funniest friend? jackie
M O R E F A V O R I T E S:
55. Movie: white oleander 56. Band/Group: good charlotte baby .. haha not! 57. Store: hot topic .. zumies .. spencers 58. Relative: taylor anne 59. Sport: hockey 60. Ice Cream Flavor: chocolate ice cream flurry with m&ms and chocolate sprinkles 61. Fruit: strawberries 62. Car: mine 63. Name for a Girl: Jadyn, Jordyn, Kayleigh, Kaleena 64. Name for a Boy: Ohh jeez, I don't know .. hmm .. Bob
H A V E Y O U E V E R:
65. Been dumped? yep 66. Dumped Someone? yup 67. Had someone be unfaithful to you? yeah 68. Hiked a mountain? haha two nights ago! 69. Seen the White house? i pasted it on a bus with screaming spanish people saying la casa blanca la casa blanca! 70. Seen the Eiffel tower? nope 71. Tried smoking? yes 72. Played monopoly? yes 73. Seen Titanic? yes 74. Kissed someone? yes 75. Tried a weight loss program? yup 76. Jumped on a trampoline? yup every monday and wednesday night with katrina 77. Visited another country? canada eh! 78. Colored in a coloring book(and had fun)? haha yeah .. me and lina do it all the time! 79. Been on a plane? nope 80. Been on a boat? yeah 81. Been on a train? yeah 82. Been in a car accident? nope 83. Ridden an elephant? yeah! it was the shit! 84. Made a web page? yeah 85. Played with Barbies? yeah i still do with certain people (manda and beth) 86. Shoved stuff under your bed to make your room look cleaner? all the time .. my mom is catching on though 87. Broken a bone? nope 88. Call a psychic or sex hotline? no 89. Watched Jerry Springer? all the time! 90. Gotten in trouble for talking in class? haha yeah .. me and corey got our seats changed all throughout the year in english 91. Gotten caught passing notes in class? yep 92. Been afraid of the dark? yeah i was the other night while walking back to jessi's i had my lighter out for a light lol 93. Been in the hospital(not visiting)? yes 94. Had stitches? yup twice! 95. Dumped someone and regretted it? yes .. derrick :( 96. Went out with more than one person at a time? nope 97. Been arrested? yes 98. Fallen asleep in class? yeah 99. Used food for something other than to eat? yeah whipped cream! 100. Ever Thrown food? who hasnt? 101. Met a celebrity? nope 102. Ever loved someone so much it made you cry? yeah 103. Hated yourself? yeah 104. Been brokenhearted? yeah 105. Broken someones heart? probably
D O Y O U:
106. Like to walk in the rain? Yes, and dancing in rain =) 107. Sleep with or without clothes on? oh I love going in the buff all the time? 108. Prefer black or blue pens? blue 110. Like to travel? yup 111. Like someone? yes.. for the 552nd time! 112. Do they know? yes they do 113. Sleep on your side? my stummy! 114. Think your attractive? eh .. sorta 115. Want to get married? yeah 116. Who? i dont know 117. Alaska or Hawaii?: Hawaii 118. Are you a good student?: I can be 119. Are you currently in a relationship?: nope 120. Are you involved in sports: nope 121. Birthplace: Oneonta, New York! 122. Christmas or Halloween?: Halloween 123. Color or black-and-white photos?: Black and white 124. Do long distance relationships work?: Went through this already, my answer was no 125: Do you believe in astrology: yes 126. Do you believe in God?: eh .. sometimes 127. Do you believe in love at first sight?: It could happen 128. Do you consider yourself the life of the party?: lol yup 129. Do you drink?: yes 130. Do you have a car?: yes 131. Do you have a job?: yes 132. Do you make fun of people?: NEVER, that's just wrong (banana schnozz!) 133. Do you think dreams eventually come true: they could
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134. Fave thing to do?: eat and sleep 136. Fave Candy?: skittles! 135. Fave breakfast food? hmm .. peanut butter toast 137. Favorite vacationing spot: jessi's house :) 138. Favorite body part of the opposite sex: pee-ness! 139. Favorite cartoon? spongebob! 140. Go to the movies or rent?: go to the movies! 141. Have you ever moved?: ha .. about 10 times 142. Have you ever stolen anything (from a store)?: haha yeah 143. How's the weather right now?: pretty nice 144. Hug or kiss?: kiss me baby! 145. Last person you talked to on the phone?: my mom 146. Last time you showered? yesterday morning 147. Loud or soft music?: Depends on the mood 148. McDonalds or Burger King?: burger king but me and jessi have been craving mcdonalds all week lol 149. More romantic; baths or shower?: shower lol 150. Night or day: night 151. Number of Pillows?: hmm .. about 5 152. Piano or guitar?: geetar! 153. Read or write?: write 154. Single or taken?: single 155. Snow or water?: snow 156. What are you doing tomorrow?: going to my dad's to see him, his girlfriend/fiance and my step sister and brother! :) with jessi and mera ah course! 157. What clothes are you wearing?: finding nemo shirt and lounge capris 158. What do you drink?: soda .. preferablly mountain dew! nothing comes between the dew and a dew drinker! (haha alana!) 159. What makes you vomit?: big noses 160. What's on your computer screen?: an away message and this shit .. oh an ocean thing lol 161. What's right next to you?: jessi 162. What's your bedtime?: whenever 163. What's your best physical feature?: my eyes 164. Whats your name backwards? da'eh enaid yeslehc 165. When do you get up in the morning?: when I wake up fuckers 166. Who do you talk to the most online? jessi and bill 167. Would you wait to have sex until you are married?: hahahah i wont and i didnt
WHO DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR THESE NAMES
168. Shawn/Sean: the kid on boy meets world 170. Pat: On the back lol 171. Bobby: my uncle? 178. Jessica: Jessica Nicole Miller .. the hottest chick alive! 179. Elizabeth: Lizzie Mcguire
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welp .. i woke up today around 945 .. got ready for church in 10 minutes .. went to church with the g'rents. then i went to sunday school with them because they teach the 3rd graders .. at about 1215 i got to jessi's house. mera got so big but shes still beautiful as ever! :) i missed these girls so much! i bought mera 2 outfits and she's wearing the capri outfit now but when i got here she was wearing the last outfit i bought her when i was here last time .. she is so cute! :) she can walk now .. its so adorable! i met jessi's boyfriend kevin, he's nice .. his parents came here from maryland to pick him up and i met them also .. we had a cookout and ate lots of fun. they left about an hour ago and me and jess have been on the computer since .. we arent sure about what we're doing tonight. i wanted to go to corys house and hang out with him but im not sure if we will. oh i almost forgot .. i went and saw my dad like i said i was going to in the last entry .. me him and dulcey went to Rosa's and ate some good old italian food then went to some icecream place and got icecream .. then he brought me back to his house to show me around .. its nice i suppose. i missed him a lot. me, jess and hopefully mera (if she hasnt left already to go camping with matt's parents) are gunna go over to my dad's house and maybe stay the night with him, dulcey, brandi and brandon. i had fun with him .. he didnt drink, which is surprizing. welp .. now im gunna go and talk on aim .. maybe play with mera or something else .. i will write more tomorrow or maybe even tonight :) the Cheltz*
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welp .. i got to my g'rents house at about 6 last night .. me and my gramma went and rented movies. this morning i woke up at 10am to get ready and go over to cory's house to visit with him and spend some time with him .. which was so much fun! we drove around for the last like hour and a half i was with him .. that was fun. today my gramma bought me a wicked cool bracelet .. its green and has butterflies on it .. i like it :) i came home at about 4pm and i called my dad because i am gunna spend some time with him and his girlfriend for a couple hours tonight .. he's gunna bring me out to eat .. i hope everything goes well so i dont want to go home and not spend time with him .. i havent seen him in a long time .. like almost 4 years or so. tomorrow i am going to jessi and tamera's house after church for 7 whole days! i cant wait. i love her and mera so much .. its unbelievable! welp im gunna get going .. my dad should be here in about 10 minutes and i wanna fix my makeup and stuff before we go. i will write about how it goes when i get back to my grammas.
leave me some good comments telling me you miss me and want me back home! ;)
<3 the Cheltz*
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today was probably one of the best days i've had in a long time! i woke up today around 1130, talked with my mom .. she brought me to dunkin donuts and i got me some hot cocoa and a breakfast sandwich. then i went back to my house .. got ready and went to the library for a couple hours .. didnt get anything i wanted to do done because the summer reading books sucked and i couldnt get on my aol screen name to get the website to my saint thing for my confirmation (which i am making october 26th, party date is still being decided .. lemme know if you wanna come) so i went back to my house and got subway for dinner. i was thinking that my night was gunna suck then i talked to angela and we made plans to go bowling with bill, and jesse. we went to flamingo at like 9 and rock and bowl didnt start til 1030 so we walked down to some plaza and video taped us being dorks .. then walked to hess and sat around there til about 1015ish .. bill and jesse made themselves puke .. DISGUSTING! me and angela almost puked too! we all did shots of the flavored creamers .. that was interesting. hmm .. well then we went to rock and bowl .. saw girly, today is her birthday. she won some dance contest .. angela, bill and jesse also tried and bill got out 2nd, angela got out 4th and jesse got out 5th.. he told everyone to suck it.. he felt proud lol .. and of course, girly won cause that girl can shake her booty like theres no tomorrow let me tell you! anyways .. we rock and bowled til like 1230 when angela's mom came and then we brought bill and jesse home and now im sitting here in angela's kitchen, writing in this thing .. updating it for the first time in like forever. welp kids, im gunna get going .. i plan on talking on here for a couple minutes, going outside for a quick little break, going downstairs to watch tv with my angela kristina and then hitting the hay! i will talk to all you gangsturrs tomorrow yo! ;)
the Cheltz*iNator
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hey everyone! i havent written in here in a long time! i have been pretty busy. me and mitch are talking again, he's kool! me and jeremy are still really good friends and i love it! me and corey have been hanging out alot lately and im loving that! i missed hanging out with him everyday all day. but we are bringing back old times and im wicked happy! last night jackie came and picked me up and im staying here until sunday night around 6ish. her neice Rachael Lynne is here, boy oh boy she's adorable! i already love her and i just met her last night! tonight me and jackie are going to the HarborFest with my mom and her boyfriend. that should be fun. i cant wait.. another outting with the Jacquelyn should have tons of good laughs! maybe someone will wanna pick the wedgie she didnt have lol.. whata bad pick up line! lol! tomorrow me and jackie will go see laurapie.. hopefully or maybe linajenn! i miss laura and i would love to see lina! welp.. i think im done typing. i will write more about my wonderful weekend tomorrow! :)
leave me some good comments.. because you know you wanna! ;)
the Cheltz*
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yeah today, well, its alright.. so far
welp, my sister was supposed to go to my g'rent's for the week but my bitch of an aunt went and surprized my g'rents and now they wont come meet my mom to get breana (my sis). so that made my mom mad so now i can't go down there in a couple weeks to stay with her for a week and see some really cool people. so if any of the people who wanted me to visit them, lemme know and we'll make plans for me to still come down and stay with you guys maybe? just lemme know!
yesterday and last night were both wicked awesome. during the day i hung out with jeremy.. we watched a skateboarding video, that was kool.. lol! he brought me home around 530ish and then i hung out with emiley and corey from 745 til like 12ish. we had fun, we of course watched super troopers, its like our tradition for everytime i come over to emiley's, we watch the first like 30 minutes.. the funniest parts. ;)
last night i heard this song that i really liked.. here's some of it :P
And it hurts me so bad to deny it, These feelings are out of control. Do you know what it's like to want something so bad and then having to let it go? And it hurts me to know that this time in our lives.. So soon will be in the past And you spend it pretending your playing it cool. Never knowing, Never knowing, Never knowing what, what we should've been. Tell me who should I be to make you love me? Tell me what does it mean to be alone? You've got me wondering if I'm good enough. Pretty enough, giving enough, special enough Tell me who should I be to make you love me?
thats my favorite part! welp kids, im gunna get going. angela will be here soon to pick me up then we're going to get kara and then going to the wescott to see some wicked kool bands..
The bands are: Curb Your Consumption Today vs. Tomorrow Dead Rose Hopeless Youth Nobody Left Behind The Deal Marty Green Means Go The Head Surgeon A cover of the song "Popular" by Nada Surf from Adam Wickert, Kelsey Pobedinsky, Allen Colella, and Toby Ashmus. The Bob Fishman Show
Location: Westcott Community Center Time: 6:00 P.M. to 11:30 P.M. Price: $4.00
all you people better be there!!!! cause i said so :P
the Cheltz*
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 A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have your electronics you feel you can cope. Time goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour, individuality.
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 A GAME-BOY. Youre like a tomboy without the love of sports. Reality sucks, but as long as you have your electronics you feel you can cope. Time goes unnoticed when youre locked in your room hooked up to your Nintendo, rocking to your favourite collection of guitar-driven albums.
Your virtues: Intelligence, sense-of-humour, individuality.
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 You are the Hope Angel. You give courage and strength to a weak soul. You treasure every day as gift and allow others to see the beauties of life.
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 LOVING ONE. You need safety in your relationship. You want to be sure in his/her arms, knowing that he will protect you and you can be totally devoted to your other. At this point you are very vulnerable. You open yourself and dont even think that he/she could cheat you. You totally trust your partner in every single way. SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or played a game this trust is broken. You may try to forgive your other but this will be very difficult.He/She has to be friendly and trustworthy. PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my quiz, I worked hard on it. You can always message me or tell me how I can improve that quiz. Ill sure write back.
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okay im done :)
the Cheltz*
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